iman atau hikmat

Its fairly hard dealing with different types of people.
There are two different types of people.
actually, christian is the better word to describe this.
yup, two different types of christians.

Im dealing with them both at the moment actually.
1. tipe kristen yang ber-'iman' banged.
2. tipe kristen yang ber'hikmat' banged.

hoo,, trust me. there are two different types of christians.
and now im in the middle of them both.

Honestly, i need to make quick and bold decisions these days, but the fact is that my decision does not depend on me alone, but other people as well.
i will not mention names, cause it'll be unethical. but yes, these people can really annoy me. even tho they aRe christians. and i mean real christians.

first, the faithful christians (faithful- beriman banget gitu).
no matter what i tell them the consequences and situation is, they'll always wind up saying "Doa aja yah. Tuhan tahu. Dia bakal kasih yang terbaik."
okay im fine with that, and i totally agree.
these types of christians are active in prayers, but they dont really give their effort 100% to try.
They are calm and really believe that no matter what, everything's gonna be alright,
i know God will give me the best in life, but if i dont start doing my part, He's gonna tell me"I've given you the best, its right in front of you. But you just didnt reach out ur hand to grab it."
now whose fault would that be?

secondly, the wise christians (wise-penuh hikmat gitu).
No matter how much you remind them of faith, they'll end up saying "But God wants us to do our best, we cant just sit around and do nothing."
these types are more of the worry warts. well not really actually. They have faith in God, but they also believe that our actions will affect 70% of the end result.
They pray and believe in God as well (duh, they are christians) but somehow, they are very much logical. It has to make sense and total up.,

now, when you are in my position and you have to choose in what to do, believe me, you cant make up ur mind, cause they both make sense.
One is telling you to have faith and surrender to God (pray). The other one is telling you to do your best, and do what ever you can to get the best result (action).

As in my case, i totally have no idea what to do.
I guess that's why i have to stick close near God so i would know what He wants me to do.

Well if you ask me which type of christians i am likely to be? both.
but honestly, if i have to chooose. Im the first type. well, im both, but lebih condong ke tipe yg pertama sih.
Maybe im in denial, but i know i have faith in Him whom i can trust. ;)
and in everything that has happen, i know none of my actions affected it. Its all His grace for me.

"Jika aku harus bermegah, maka aku akan bermegah atas kelemahanku" 2 kor 11:30
"Cukuplah Kasih-karuniaKu untukMu, justru dalam kelemahanlah kuasaKu menjadi sempurna" 2 Kor 12:9

for i know, in my weaknesses, His strength is there and is sufficient for me.
That's my Faith!

now i have to get back to reality, and try to figure out what i need to do.