Wednesday, September 23, 2009

lebaraaann

it's been a while since i spent lebaran at home..
the past few years i was always in Aussie..
and it's nice to be back home, being with my grandma, and relatives.

nothing feels good than being surrounded by ur families.

as few might've known, my family is a mixed of here and there..
which has its good and down side to it..

the good side, i get to celebrate both christmas and eid mubarak.. haha
and that means FOOD!

*slurp..

honestly, i liked the food at my aunts place.. oh wait, I loved it!!
hahaha it's been ages since i last ate ketupat with all of its side dishes..

siiighhh..

i want lebaran food all over again!

Monday, September 21, 2009

hypocrite.

seem close

yet far awayy..

feeling like such a hypocrite!

when did I ever become like this?

i was better, way better. *at least i thought so*

what happened to me?

do people change that quickly?

when we're placed in a new environment, do we really adapt to survive?

so is this my way of surviving?

If it is, then either way im not surviving.

it's killing me slowly.